it’s insomnia kids you know its drivin’ me crazy …

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“Turn out the lights lie my head down, I lie my head down I close my eyes.  Now all I do girl is lie here I think I’ll die here insomnia.” – The Dirty Heads

Because the brutal allergies and sinus headaches from mucosal disease of the sinuses is just not enough to send me into Allegra and Mucinex induced delirium … I can’t sleep.  It’s been about four days now.  I have a whole lot to accomplish and not enough strength and motivation to do it.  The lack of sleep is killing me.  The confusion and stress of my daily life I’m sure plays a large role in this as well.

I did manage to throw up my portfolio website for my artwork and I will place a link for it here.  There is a “blog” on the website, but really that is just for art announcements and will have nothing to do with the lunacy and self depreciation that I post here.

Find Me Here!

In the last few days I did at least manage to start a new series of artwork.  As my pieces are completed they will be posted to the portfolio on my personal website linked above.  I doubt that the gallery will be making regular image updates to the site.  So, if you are at all interested in seeing what I am up to, mazmisc.com is the place.

I’m conflicted and confused but I might actually be in a good place.  It’s hard to tell.  Without sleeping I am having a hard time deciphering dream vs. reality.  Maybe I’m not quite a lost cause yet.

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“I need some Valium, Xanex, Percocet, Darvocet, Vicodin, Klonopin, sleeping pills and Nyquil … Turn out the lights lie my head down, I lie my head down I close my eyes.  Now all I do is lie here I think I’ll die here insomnia.” – The Dirty Heads

Until next time.

10 thoughts on “it’s insomnia kids you know its drivin’ me crazy …

  1. Insomnia’s only possible silver lining is allowing us to momentarily understand what a lunatic feels like and that’s hardly worth the torture when the same thing can probably be accomplished in a much more entertaining way with lots of drugs. I’ll chalk up the non-existent term “self-depreciation” to your lack of sleep. 🙂

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  2. There’s a kind of euphoria that comes with sleep deprivation, where you feel like you’re just sort of floating through life and nothing really matters. As someone once said, sleep deprivation is the poor man’s drug.

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